describe is not easy

Sometimes, i do feel wanna share my problems . but i think i dont have to. i don't think i have that big masalah. but still, i do feel lonely. tapi, Allah kan ada :') hehe. ini bukan ayat pasrah okay :p .
Kalau kat rumah sewa pun, em, camtu je lah. tak la rapat dengan sesiapa. adalah sorang :'D . malas la nk cerita rumah sewa sewa ni , nobody can replace my schoolmates :'D . bukan apa, kat rumah sewa tu masing masing dah berpunya so they freely share with theirs than me. Sobss T.T

kadang-kadang tu ada jugak rasa nk post macam rahil buat tu. but i just can't. haha. i think like there must be this lelaki jealous , this gadis jealous. right? Rahil lain , haha. fikir kan balik em, kelaka.haha. tkpe, zaman sekolah tk payah cerita lah~ haha :p . okay dah! :P . em, so camtu lah. sometimes nk jugk describe orang ni orang ni . Dia ni selalu buat kita ni ni , dia ni sememangnya ni ni ,, tapi tkleh. banyak benda pulak di fikirkan . hm , sorry. takpe lah, yg penting aku sayang korang semua! hehe.

Kalau rasa sedih, I do contact YOU . in this "you" have two people! haha. kalau tahu tu bagus la :D . em, th la, rumah sewa tu macam ada "something" i don't know but tah la. haha. mengada tk? nak cerita baik cerita kalau tk takyah sebut langsung! hehe :p .  takde la, kt rumah tu, kadang2 rasa "kosong" haha. nk share tapi kadang2  rasanya takpayah la. i don't think they want to listen. or maybe yeah but, it's ok. em , ok, What do you feel when you share your story with this one person bcause you trust 'em but they did not share anything with you. should you continue share your other story? my answer is NO! Yelah as what i've said they have their's so why still share with others? and next, Shoud you share your story with this someone but they just love to play with you which is joking around and you share your story because you think that is what can make you more closer but they actually share their story with other person, even you're sit besides 'em but they did not share with you and when you get closer they stop their story. so then, should you "share" ? my answer is NO! so then i realize , we shouldn't have to share. That is why the sadness the sorrowfulness of mine i just "glup" it. haha. tipu lah tak sedih kan? sebab tu i have to call this two YOU ! haha. seriously they can bright my day!  Thank you. oh, and this two YOU didn't know they are! haha. they didn't know that they are this YOU.  am i having too much secret? em, not so secret tapi haha. nanti malu lah i nk call YOU kn? so, still , Thank You :'D

Do we consider as BFFFF like that? i mean. tah la. kita tkpernah declare pun kan? what do you think about real BFFFFFFF ? as for me, BFF is the place you share everything. your happiness, sadness, sorrow,joy and plusplus. but when i saw this statement, i said to myself  " can i cry " hhee :'D

wehh Rahil! sweet aaa. Sweet sangat :'D .

i'm not always there for you, but, Thanks for trusting me.

I love you. 

saying this bukan yg orang biasa2 selalu cakap , "eh rindu/sayang kau" but sometimes kita sendiri boleh tengok keikhlasan dia "rindu/sayang" tu camne. *kalau ikut mata hati aku lah.haha. bukan jahat tapi masing2 ada sense kan? you feel it! i know! hee. 

okay Rahil, Aku SAYANG Kau! terimalah keikhlasan ku ini! haha :P

yes, you are my best friends forever and stay like that because there is your own place in it! 

;D

takpe, let me describe korang guna mata, hati dan ingatan. ecehh. hehe. 

takpe, Doa kan ada. hehe. 

Doa kan aku sekali . 

Doakan KITA . hehe. 

:* :D