Lets talk about

aha, Lets talk about love is kinda amusing somehow haha. because hm , it is between two heart. you never satisfied with your own but then you have to take care of another one which might be same to your heart because we are human we need same things i mean the need that must have , to buy myb? :) but then, it's worrying because how if someone keep point on you when you cannot make your love one feel easy with you or maybe your love one will be easy on you. you know, lie, change you like a diapers. oh please, this is not a curse yet. It does make my brain playing around the head and seems like gonna pop it. hm.

I am afraid of this one games. in many games we can play are hard but this one beyond the hardest. pftt! Falling in love or falling for you never in my list but it just happen. you know when you fall for someone that you interest on. oh please, i'ma woman and sure i'm fall for gentleman ^.^  . but, it's hard. i don't know, it never hard for my rival. wait! is she my rival? she just *clap with one  hand  . because the guy told me so. what should i say? oh, or maybe i should told the guy bout me? no man! i'm not that stupid yet. or you call this EGO ? i'm still not sure , or maybe i just play the safe side? but i don't want take a part at all. 

You gotta have two heart. but me? i still have one and still looking for the other one :) . but, how? i don't know yet. i'm not the one go to someone said i fall for him? i do show but usually i will make it double meaning and sure i don't think you are brilliant enough to get me. but if so, i'm glad ^_^  . here, my heart. i care so much of my heart for not to falling hard. but i think, i can't :/ . you know, the jealousy happen all the time? eh, not all the time, but, heyyah, quiet sakai of me :P and and when look into his eyes. hmm,, when bump into him, hmm. LOWER YOUR GAZE MEKAR LOWER YOUR GAZE!! hahaaa :P

Call me forever alone, and don't cry on my shoulder when you are in trouble with your boy. Don't get jealous when i don't have limit to be friends with a guys and don't get sick when you see i'm having simple smile but yet sincere while you have to put the fake one. I CAN SURVIVE . yeah, still can survive ;) . 

this man ;)

And , I love you :'D