still breathing

Still breathing haha. and yes, its been a while since i didn't post it here.
too many thing to be told. too many thing to be said. too many thing to be tell and too many thing to speak out.
here, Alhamdullilah i'm doing great ;) . but sometime theres a mood you also don't know where it is coming from. the most mood that i hate is being moody(?) aghh . thats kind of tired. idk why i'm being like this. this is not the mood i'm suppose to have. i try to not be that but whenever i saw her face or hear her voice i was like "ughhh" ha! thats it! That is why i think i should make a separation between us. i know why i'm feeling this but i can't luahkan. it is not that easy to "pendam" . sometime, tk puas hati? sometime, jealous ? nahhh , me jealous? noooooooway~. she ofcoz.
no , no worry , i'm not the one suka membuka aib org or whatever it is. lagipun non of my housemate even classmate know my blog. hehe. i'm happy like this, and this is me.
maybe , i should walk alone. to learn about life. this life is not that busuk as people always said, this life is full of mysterious what we should do is TREASURE it. when you find it you will be the happiest person ever. okay, lets stop now.
Tomorrow is Ilaf's birthday. i dont have too creative way to show, but, yeah , just a simple video :') .
Happy 19 dear :D