I'm not pious

I'm not a pious person

I do lots of sin

I'm afraid

I'm ashamed of myself

I'm not a pious person

I command lots of mistake

I'm shy

I'm not a pious person

I hurt people feeling

I don't watch for my words

I'm horrible

I'm not a pious person

Only do the compulsory thing

but less the additional

I'm not a pious person

I'm become mad

sometimes, I feel proud

which I'm not suppose to

I'm not a pious person

Only remember when i'm doing good to people

Hope for the reply

I'm not a pious person

I'm always careless with time given

Yes, i'm not a pious person. You only judge me on my dress. Yes, don't judge people by how they look but by what you dress is your personality. They see i'm wearing hijab they say i'm "alim" . They see me wearing hijab with covering chest they say i'm "ustazah" . hah, funny human is funny. I'm afraid of this compliment. or is it a satire? is it me who want to become "alim"? is it me who want to become "ustazah?" hm, you should change your speculation about this. Maybe you can't differentiate between compulsory and additional. Additional here is , it is okay if you don't do it but get reward if you do it :) . 

By look, can you say they are true muslim? i mean, Sunni. is it that hard being sunni? and is it too easy for brainwash you and go to other religious when you are a muslims? How do you believe other religious? my post may cause a resist but you the one who must stand on your own religious that truly guide you. The religious you have explore more details about it and no other religious can defeat yours after all books you have read and memories.

After all,

I'm not a pious person

I don't seek for sympathy. Not being pathetic. I don't need a compliment. I'm not thirst for your empathy. 

People change , why don't you show that you change to a good?

Not being proud , but change the typical human mind , that , change also can be a good thing.

If you know that you are not a good man , so then, be a good one.

Ask for forgiveness is the best.

Here, I want to say sorry with all my wrong doing during being human. 

Because,

I'm Not A Pious Person

I'm not a pious person

I do lots of sin

I'm afraid

I'm ashamed of myself