Jun 13, 2014

ceritacintasiapa

SAYANG :) .

haa, malu nk tulis tapi setiap orang tu mesti ada insan yang dia sayang kan?

dalam cerita ni, dia tktau kenapa cepat gila dia sangkut kat jejaka ni. padahal, sblm ni ada je org lain nk testtest ke dia, tapi dengan jejaka ni, "have something" la. haha.

yang bestnya, gadis ni tau yg jejaka ni memang ramai yg minat. mungkin di layan la jugk. lagi pun gadis ni bukan jenis yg tindak melulu sbb dia tau siapa dia. dia bukn ada apaapa pun dgn jejaka ni. tapi jejaka ni ada bagi harapan la jugk dekat gadis ni. tapi gadis ni tau jejaka ni suka bagi harapan kat orang. gadis ni pun taknak la jatuh hati sangat sebenarnya. taknak rindu rindu jugk. tapi, sebab "taknak" .. bukan semua benda kita taknak akan jadi taknak. dalam sedar atau tidar, yg taknak tu la yg kita terhegeh hegeh.
gadis ni pulak, tknk tnye bnyk bnd sgt kat jejaka ni, sbb bagi dia, nnt kang, terover protective pulak. terover sibok nak tahu hal jejaka ni. sbb gadis ni pun tk suka rimas rimas. hm. tapi, hati kan, siapa boleh kawal..

lagipun kan, dalam cerita ni, there's once they didn't contact in a week kan,, that girl found something in facebook which he comment on his cousin's friend picture. girl of cause. and that is kinda hurt. yela, dh la tk contact gadis tu, tuptup comment dgn gadis lain dan gadis tu dapat tau. ce teka gadis tu buat apa? of cause telan je. sakit. memang sakit. tapi, siapa lah dia kan. jadi, dia diam je.  oh ye, ingat ea, perempuan ni sifatnya mengungkit. :') . idk, just accept.

ada sekali tu, jejaka ni tk contact dengan gadis ni kn. tibatiba je!. padahal gadis ni laaaa patut touching lebih. nk text/call but she just too embarrass and she just hope that man starting first. lagipun, ada je gadis ni text or cuba call sekali but he didn't respond anything. so then, what should that girl do kan? so, that girl just waiting, almost a week. and she also sick in that full week. by the time that man approach her first, she just can't stop smiling. that time is about 12.15 am. she is in sleep but suddenly she just press the button of her phone, and she saw there's a message. and, yeah, there he is :) . texting in about 3 or 4 reply, then that man call her. don't know why, but he just call. in my opinion he is missing her. but my others friends opinion, he just too bored and nobody replying his text only her. so then. :( . but after all, let me continue.. by the time she spoke with him, she just can't hold her tear because she does missing him. but, she won't let him know. and in the conversation, there's a time that man ask ;
man ; are you okay?
girl ; yyuip :)  *no wayyy i'm in okay! i miss you
man ; do you miss me?
girl ; noooo. *i do! :'((
man ; why your voice... are you sick?
girl ; nooo ...  *yes i am. in this week i have fever and trot.hmmm 
man ; ok, that's good. i thought there's something.
girl ; nothing *what you care?
man ; if nothing that's okay.
girl ; but, what if there's something?
man ; if there's something let me know.
girl ; nothing :) . *are you sure wanna know? there's many thing to told you :'''(((
man ; okay :).

this is the most painful conversation. how can she just okay? this is ridiculous! man!! can't you understand her??! she is missing you. she just can't talk because she is missing you. she just too happy to heard your voice. she wanna complain many thing to you. many thing that happen to her, she just wanna share with you. but, you're not there. mean, you're not with her everyday. it is okay if there's only a short conversation in a day. at least she know she have you everyday. atleast she know you still need her everyday. atleast she know how well you're in everyday. not with silently didn't contact her. not even say goodnight?. she just missing you.



remember, there will be one day you missing her like cray but she have no feeling to you at all. you will miss her like she miss you before. you will feel how she feel before and that time she was in feeling how you feel before. that's it.

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